Wow….so I have no updated this thing in a while. My reason is this: I’ve been busy, stressed, upset......name your poison.

Where do I start? Here I go….. This term has been the most physically, mentally, and emotionally draining of my University life by far. So much has happened, and I honestly don’t have any idea where to begin to tell you guys all about it. Over the past moth, I have managed to shut myself off from the world, my friends, and my life. Words cannot express what I have gone through. At times it felt like the end of the world, and all I wanted to do was lie under the covers away from everything.

I haven’t had a brake in school since I don’t know when. It’s never ending. Luckily, I am still getting good grades and hanging in there, but I am definitely taking a brake over the summer. Personally, it’s something that I have to do. I believe that if I continue school over the summer I will not have any motivation left to finish my last year at Waterloo.

A couple of weeks ago my Aunt (who I was sort of close with) passed away with cancer (I call it the devils disease). It was the hardest thing I ever had to go through, and guess what I chose to handle it all on my own (this is where the shutting people out began). This woman was a fighter until the end, and a part of my heart will be with her always. I Love You…

Bah…. Enough…. I’ll post again soon. I’m making myself upset with all this sad stuff.

Oh wait…the good news is I went out like night for the first time in like ages. I went dancing…. Thanks Amy….. Your awesome!!

Good night all

~Lots of Love~

Lori ¶ 10:03 PM