Mood:

The pain in my mouth is still quite bothersome, and its getting on my nerves now. It’s been four days, and the pain just won’t even brake- not even a little. Yes, I may be a little impatient, but it’s because I hate pain. To make matters worse, I have always had sensitive ears. Even when I caught a little head cold the pain in my ears was enough. Now that I have four holes in my mouth, and pain is really close to my ears, (common....I am sure you can guess where this going) I have a holey aching mouth, pain in my ears, which is giving me a headache. Christ....life hurts!!!

Motivation..... if anyone got extra please send me some. Since I got my teeth removed I have been very tired, grumpy, unhappy, bitchy, (which ever one you prefer), and I have no motivation what so ever to do work. I had a french test today and I think I did well, but I had to force myself to study. Tomorrow, I have my Social Work midterm at 4:00, and because I did very little studying today I now have to get up a little early and attempt to study for that.... Good Luck To Me!!!

Nonetheless, I guess I should get going, and get my butt into bed if I wanted to get up at a decent hour to study tomorrow. Wish me luck!!!

Song of the day: k-os - The man I used to be

~Lots of Love~

Lori
¶ 9:55 PM

Yes! I do think it's time to post again, so here I am.

Y'know. All is well in the world. I feel very content at the moment, and this makes me quite happy. I think it has something to do with the fact that I AM AN AUNT NOW!!! Well kinda!!! :)

Cute little Cody was born on January 25th, and I got to visit him at the hospital. He was 8lbs 5oz, and man what a head of hair he had. Might I add.... he looks like the Davis's...lol

On Thursday I got my wisdom teeth out, so now I am in pain. I was only at the dentist for 45 min. When I work up, I felt like I was drunk...lol Mom and Scott had to hold me up to walk to the car....funny! Aparently, the nurse said I walked to recovery, but I really have no idea. All I remember is sitting in the chair waiting for the drugs to kick in. Then I remember waking up, in bed, in the recovery room
looking at mom...

As of right now I am in some pain, but the good news is my face is not brused and it's only swollen a little. YAY!!

Anyways, I am off. I am going to my uncles to visit Cody. Not Merv! Not Joycelyn! But Cody....lol

Peace Out!

Lori
¶ 5:10 PM

Friday - I went to my classes
walked home (to my house in Waterloo)
waited impatiently for my ride to my uncles
got a ride to the chiropractor (might I add Dr. Bob is hot) lol, and to my mom’s instead
went to the mall with my mom and brother
bought stuff
got ear pierced (upper part of ear)
hurts a little
my mom her’s pierced to (I convinced her)
after mall
went to uncles
watched movies
went to bed

Saturday - got up at like 10:30
did lots of reading
watched tv
had lunch
read some more
talked with my uncles and his gf
went on MSN
did more reading
watched more tv
helped cook supper
went on MSN
associated with people who visited there
had some interesting conversations
went on MSN again
did some reading after people left
watched tv
went to bed

Sunday - got up at 11:30
watched tv
cooked lunch for everyone
did some reading
went on MSN for 2 min
did more reading
went to KFC
got a ride back home to Waterloo
watched Gilmore girls
read
talked on MSN
and now writing in my journal
going to bed now

Good Night!!!!! ¶ 7:58 PM

Yup that's right folks, you read the title correctly. I am going to be an Aunt. Kinda! My Uncles girlfriend is having a baby, and he (Cody Edmond Davis) is due tomorrow. I am VERY excited. Because my Uncle is more like a brother to me I am going to *train* Cody to call me Aunt Lori simply because I can. Yay!
I am going to visit them tomorrow and hope the baby comes this weekend. I want to go to the hospital with them. I feel that it would be a huge learning experience....oh yes it will.....lol All I got to say is I hope I don't spoil this kid to death. And don't worry I will teach him good things just like the little angel I am..... lol

Anyways, it is getting late so I think I am off to bed. I have school in the morning (12:30). LOL ................ ok I have class in the afternoon, so shoot me. I AM setting my alarm clock for 9:00 though, but I am sure when it alarms in the morning I'll turn it off and sleep in. Oh well....lol

Peace Out!

Lori
¶ 9:32 PM

Well, last night was all fun until I woke up this morning with a really bad headache. At that moment I though to myself I am never going to drink beer again. Now that my headache has gone I think my views on the no more beer issue had changed yet again. Beer is good for you. LOL

Last night my friend Christine and I went bar hoppin' last down town Waterloo. Might I add it was such fun. While we were down town we went to three bars, and all were super cool. The first place we went (can't remember the name) was very fun laied back. There were a lot of older people there sitting in very comfortable chairs, sipping on martinis with very sensual music playing in the background. I must say it was a very nice place, and the martinis was great.

After that Christine and I left there and walked a little further down the street to The Silver Spir. Very nice bar with a lot of young people there. Might I add this is where things got a little interesting. LOL While there we decided to get a pitcher of beer. We got a table and was talking for a while when these guys came and started talking to us. Funniest conversation ever....LOL Basically they wee trying to pick us up and we avoided it at all cost. At some pont he wanted us to dance and we were like no, but out of no where I got pick up by one guy and he carried me over to the dance floor. I am stuck! LOL So I danced...... After a while Christine came over, and we all danced but then left...... was so much fun.....

Lastly, we went to the Irish Pub and it was awesome. There we met some nice guys too. I gave one guy my email, but I doubt if he will remember it because I can't remember his. From what I can vaguely remember I am sure sure if want to keep in contact anyways....lol Awwww Beer! It was a nice place all in all, but by the time we left there we were pretty drunk. Thanks to the nice staff they called us a cab, and I got home at around 2:30..... Good times!!!!

Might I add........ Christine you like my bestest friend in Waterloo too....ha ha ha bet ya don't remember that one. And I will be commin to t-burg with ya, so you just let me know when.....lol

Aw what a fun night.... Good times....

Peace Out

Lori
¶ 9:46 PM

Y'know...it's funny how this world is sometimes. It makes me laugh, it really does! This year has been a very successful year in terms of university and my accomplishments. I really like where I am living, but the cost and the distance to walk sucks ass. So.....my roomates and I have decided that we want to move to another house that is cheaper and fairly close. Later today, Becky and I were driving around Waterloo trying to find places to live, and we found some nice houses that interested us. Here is where the funny part comes in. On our search we happen to end up finding a nice house that is on a very nice street, its cheap and its closer to school. The catch is that a specefic someone know has my biological father, who I have never met, lives on that street (so I looked it up). The scary part is I walked right pass that house tonight and I didn't even know it. Now with all this confusion I am not sure I even want to live on that street, but the house that we think we might want is on that street. What a Delema!!! I often wonder will my life ever become simple or will it continue to be this complicated and frustrating....... grrrrr

~Lots of Love~

Lori
¶ 9:19 PM

Sum 41 - Pieces (I think this song fits me at the moment)

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

On my own

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

That's all I wanted to post

Lots of Love

Lori
¶ 6:26 PM

Why is it that life can easily get stuck in neutral without ever knowing until you find yourself stuck. Why! During the past few months I have noticed my life going no where. Just like I am stuck in a car in neutral - can't got forward and I can't go back. I have decided that I need a much more exciting life or else I am going to go bonkers......

Over the past few days I have been very mad. I really don't get mad that often, but rub me the wrong way and all hell may brake loose. Today, I sat down at my desk thinking thinks overs and I have come to the conclusion that maybe I am better off without friends who consider themselves *conceded* or *perfect* because really that's not for me. I'd really prefer not to associate with ignorant people, so guess what..... I no longer know you.......

Now that all your bull shit is gone and over with maybe I can start moving forward pushing to get out of neutral. It would sure be nice to get out of this spat that I am in. So here is to you and all your bull shit, and thanks for getting me out of this rut I was in with you.........*Moving On*

Peace Out

Lori
¶ 8:05 PM

Diana Degarmo - Dreams

Dreams are just dreams
When they're stuck inside your head
And all it takes is a little help from you
You know it's true
That dreams are for real
When you see what I see
And you feel it too
We took the longest road
Just to make it harder
Let's do it all again
It only makes us stronger

[Chorus:]
Dreams
I guess we're just made of dream
Nothin' else matters
As long as we believe
I'm lookin' at you
And I see my life
Passing before my eyes
And when the journey's over
And all my dreams come true
I'll dream of you

What do you see
When you look inside your heart
A little thought
Can walk a thousand miles
And change your life
When dreams lead the way
The impossible is suddenly in sight
Every step you take
Just brings it all together
You gotta keep the faith
When all seems lost forever

[Chorus]

You're the one
That keeps my hope alive
My vision clear
I'll spend my life with you
Conquer fear
We'll make it through

Nothin' else matters
As long as we believe
I'm lookin' at you
And I see my life
Passing before my eyes
And when the journey's over
And all my dreams come true
I'll dream of you
I'll dream of you
I'll dream of you

*sick and tired with nothing left to say, but oh well*

Well I guess I can say a few words, but it will be very short. Here goes....
My anger and frustration seems to be building up more and more, but I do know why. Here's the fact..... I really do hate it how some people simply take the easy way out and think eventhing will be ok if they say nothing at all. Wrong....it does more damage than anything. A simple reason would have been good enough, but I am STILL left here wondering why. AND to make matters even more complicated I am beginning to hate you with a passion. HA.... here is your passion that you souly desired. Stick it up your ass....... lol

Peace out

Lori
¶ 10:02 PM

Mood:

So I am not perfect, so shoot me, but I can definitely take the hint. I am sure somewhere along the line I did something wrong, but ignoring the situation will not make things easier. To me it’s acting like a coward. Honestly, things may come very easy to you, but most people are different. Not everyone is as *perfect* as you, or so you think. Maybe you should check with reality because I know, in fact, no one is perfect, and you my friend are no where near perfect, even though you think in your perfect little excuse of a world you are. I got three words for ya "Get A Life* because I want no part of yours.

I have nothing more to say......

Lori


¶ 8:39 PM

Well folks I'm back from Newfoundland, and no offence but it was about time. All in all I had a good time. It was nice to see some old friends, but most importantly it was nice to spend time with family. I can honestly say that Westport will never be the same without my great grandmother there. This year was the very first Christmas without her and I missed her soooo much. I think this is the true reason why I hardly want to stay in Newfoundland when I am there...it's just too hard.

Parties...... I had a few parties while I was there. I took lots of pictures, drank lots of beer...... fun stuff. New Years was not bad I guess. I pre-drank with some friends before we went to the New Years Ball. When we got to the Ball EVERYONE who was everyone was there, and it was so much fun. *Dancing is so much fun* We did the new years count down and it was nice..... i was with three of my very best friends from Newfoundland, but also most of my family was there too. It was an ok New Years even though I was a little sick.

I don't know why, but everytime I go to Newfondland I always get sick. At least this year it was not too bad. I wasn't too sick to drink *smile*.
Because of my sickness I was not able to visit as many people as I wanted too. Would have been nice to see ya Amanda, but sorry girl there is always this summer...maybe. And AJ I will come and visit you next time as well, but hey I did call ya...... *wink*

Classes started yesterday on the same day I came back from Newfoundland. I bet you can guess that I never went. your right...I didn't.... It's day two and I am still at my mom's and have't went to any classes. I am geting a ride to waterloo in a couple of hours and I am going to go to my night class like a little girl should.......

Well this has been fun, but I am tired of writing for now. I will post back soon and let you all (my concerned fans) know how I am doing in my lovely life...... LOL It wouldn't hurt ya if you commented sometimes.... I know you read it.... :P

Peace Out

~Lots of Love~

Lori
¶ 11:38 AM