Lost in my thoughts I think to myself, God I don’t want to do this anymore. I’ve had enough. I’m tired of being lost, or it seems that way. Sometimes I think how it would be nice to not have any worries what so ever. How that was so long ago.

How is it that some people are able to manage so many things at once - like it all comes so natural to them. Why is that that some people need to focus on one thing and one thing only? Clearly they must feel left out. Like there is something missing. Who knows! All I know is that I am really tied of everything and I want a life. Something that I can call my own. Something that contains less stress and more happiness. Is that so much to ask for?

Guess I must go. It's back to doen school stuff.

~Lots of Love~

Lori ¶ 6:43 PM

Well guys, it’s 4:00 on a Saturday afternoon and I would have to say this week was awesome (but strange for me). It all started last week at Phil’s where I ended up meeting this guy who was really cute, but way to young for me. At the time everything seemed fine, but that was the beer talking. It’s funny what a person will do when they are drunk! LoL.

Last Monday Amy and I were at the bus stop on King and University and we met the nicest people ever, but I won’t go into much detail about that except that Amy is sort of dating the guy we met. We all went out to Abstract last night - it was awesome! Amy he’s a cool guy and a good friend! *hugs* There is more about Abstract, but I’ll get into that in a bit.

Two days ago I went out for drinks with a friend and we ended up at Felja’s in Uptown. While I was there this guy kept looking over at us and it was all strange. Close to the end of the night he finally had the nerve to come over and start talking. He’s really not into much (I think) , but he is super shy. He lives down the street from me, and he loves to play guitar (totally hot). He’s into radio head, and he is majoring in economics at U of W. That’s all I know for now.

It’s not over yet!

Last night we took the bus to Club Abstract, but on the way there this really hot guy (Matt) started talking to me. It was all so very random, and it all started with a really hot necklace that I bought at La Chateau that day. Apparently, he is a bouncer at Revelation Night Club (too cool) and he just moved here from Toronto. I got his phone number, but as of right now I’m not too sure if I want to call him. Oh yeah...(ha ha)... he thinks I should go to Modelling School ... ha ha YEAH RIGHT!!!!!

It still doesn’t end!!! While at Abstract my friend Amy decides to set me up with her friend Darrell. He seems really nice, but OMG way too shy. Like... he puts my shyness to shame. It’s nice to hear that you like me, but come on.... how am I suppose to know what you send NO hints. I am sure I’ll see him around though.

...

But this is what I think........ put on a little make up and dress up a little... bam.... guys will like you! It’s flattering that they noticed - that’s why we dress up, I just hope I am this lucky in the near future - when I am done school.

~Lots of Love~

Lori ¶ 1:20 PM

Hey all! I guess it’s that time of year again. You know the word... come on... you can say it.... School *feels like pouting.* Most of us are probably excited about starting up again, but mainly for the social aspect. Agree, or do you actually really like school? Come on... you can admit it!

Summer was good I suppose. I went to Newfoundland for a while and that was okay. Some stuff happened, but I am kind of glad it did. Less worries and drama to deal with. Just how I like it!

After I returned from Newfoundland I got a job, so I worked for 10 weeks. It wasn’t too bad. It was definitely a learning experience, and I’d probably do it again. In case you are wondering, I worked at a camp for blind and visually impaired kids. There were definitely some up and downs, but in the end it was a complete success.

I moved back in the ‘loo (no not that bathroom..lol) a few weeks ago. It’s good to back here. I missed it quite a bit! Since I’ve moved back I have been going out quite a bit, but that’s a good thing. I think I am still trying to settled down from work, but it’s not working well. I feel like I should be out doing stuff especially since there is so little time left to the summer.

Within the past couple of days this is what I’ve done:

1. Finished work on August 25th
2. Road trip to Ottawa on the 26th - 28th with Becky
3. Drink and Movie with Christine. Little Miss Sunshine.. Two words.... fucking hilarious!!! (August 31st)
4. Brother visited me on Sept 1st in the ‘loo. We went to see Talladega Nights: The ballad of Rocky Bobby. LOL..... so funny! Hakuna Matata Bitches!!!
5. Phils = So TRASHED Sept 2nd. All I got to say is awesome time Amy!!!! HA HA HA SO YOUNG!!! Hmmm Subway!
6. Movie: Step Up. Wicked movie. That guy was hot!!!!! (Sept 3rd)
7. Star Bucks: Drinks with Lance. He’s cool Amy *wink*. Also, the Spur and Tim’s in Uptown. Good times! (Sept 4th)
8. At Jared’s house with a friend to watch Season Premer of House and Rock Star: Super Nova. You Rock Lucas, but I think Toby is gonna win. Sorry Guys. It’s true!!! (today!!!)

Yes, this might look corny, but when I read this blog in a couple of years it will be cool to see what I did.

Ia m starting to feel super tired though. It’s like after 1:00 so I should be off to bed. Think I needed this early night tonight! Probably gonna hit Phil’s tomorrow night. I’ll have to wait and see.

Anyway, I’m out! I am sure I’ll post back here form time to time due to my procrastination. Good night!

~Lots of Love~

Lori ¶ 10:12 PM