Well folks! What can I say? It's been a long year, but it's over. Can you believe it? I am done year two of University. Although, I am going to school over the summe (only taking two courses). Should I count that as part of my year two? I supose I could. What you think? Should I count it?

I really like the template of this blog, but if year two is over then I have to change it. If not, then parts of my title "year two" will make no sence. I really don't want to change the title, but I also don't want to chage the template. Maybe it is best if I count this summer as part of my year 2, or even year 2.5. I have no idea. What a delema. lol

Maybe change is good though! Maybe it's time to change my template and spice it up a little. I don't know. I guess we'll see where things go.

All that matters at the moment is I am done this term. I just finished my last test, and now I am relaxing. Think I'll have a few beer's this weekend. I haven't had a good drunk in a long time. I guess I should get going. I have a meeting at 1:00. I am still on campus for another hour or two, but then it's home I go to enjoy the freedom while it's here.

~Lots of Love~

Lori ¶ 9:31 AM

Where has the time gone?
When will things get better?
When will your face fall from my mind?
Will I ever forget your voice?
No..... I will never forget you,
because I love you and always will.
It's been a year today that you left,
but it feels like yesterday you were here.
Things have never been the same since you left,
but all that matter is you are happy where you are.
I know you are happy; I can feel it.
I know you are watching over me; I can feel that too.
You will never be forgotten Nan, and you know it.
I am doing well, but I miss you.
I will see you, Grandad and Nicole in many many years to come,
but remember you will never be forgotten.
I love you all.

Love Lori ¶ 4:50 PM

Well I just had this long fucking post typed out, and my Internet fucked up. *Fuck sakes*

Basically, it was about me and my sour mood. Here were the factors that caused this mood:

1). Weather sucks today2). Think I put my roommate in a bad mood too cuz she saw I was in a bad mood.
3). Don't want to study right now
4). Really stressed right now.
5). Worried about exam I have on Saturday.
6). Was suppose to meet up with a friend yesterday, but I had to cancel (for the second time).
7). So tired of school right now.
8). Don't want to study right now (I know it's number three too)
9). My room is a fucking mess
10). I haven't been on MSN for days

That's pretty much what the blog was about, if I didn't fuck up.

Song of the day: Evanescence - My Immortal

~Lots of Love~

Lori ¶ 1:01 PM

Have you ever felt alone?
Just tired of everything..... life... school...... just everything.....
Yup..... me too.
Suddenly, I feel my life draining into a box, but the lid is slow closing on me
I need to get out!!!! It's not a good feeling....
I am so stressed, it hurts....
Exams are on it's way, and I have no life.
Read this.....do that....let down friends....it's all I do.
I sit here in my chair wanting time to stop, but then I what everything to be over.
I think to myself...... why do so many people have so much faith in me?
Am I really what people think I am?
Or am I just a lost cause?
High expectation suck ass!!!!
I need to get out of this box......before I'm trapped.

~Lots of Love~

Lori ¶ 9:22 PM